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The Jealousy EP

by Sean Donovan

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1.
Bruised Ego 03:26
My mind is a battle tank that's losing control My body's a bottle set to burst I'm clearing the smoke-filled room from hearts set ablaze And I'm taking the time to heal the burns And until then, I'll stay elusive, just like before Nobody wants to play the victim or the villain But stories can turn just like the tide It's an ugly dilemma I can't seem to shake myself from I'll swallow my pride and wait for time to pass me by And until then, I'll stay reclusive, just like I was What do I have but a broken hand? What do I have but a twisted head? What do I have but a darkened raincloud? What do I have but a bruised ego?
2.
Dog Days 02:58
Dog days rattle my chains Like a wild wind Burning my skin Storm clouds holding me down I'm a scarecrow Lurking death row Hard times I spent all my dimes Painting pictures of a simpler mind I'm drained But I'm still the same Underneath the rubble is the heart that remains Dog days, wasting away In my dark room Naught but smoke plumes Oh, love, what have I become? But a sinking ship I ought to lose grip Hard times It should be a crime Spinning circles 'round a delicate mind Don't stray Just give me a day Let it settle down until the dust clears away Dog days Dog days I'm carried away Strong words from such a delicate frame Please wait I swear I can change And get me back to where I started again Dog days
3.
Somewhere before the final curtain call The sudden rise before the certain fall The camera pans up to a crowded stage Full of laughter in a restless age Then suddenly, the laughter turns to noise I hear you talking in a different voice The clouds unveil a sun that's long burnt out But you won't tell me what that's all about What makes a heart so easy to break? Lover, can you help me with this heavy weight? What makes a fool so willing to stay? When everything they're hoping for is washed away A cold still lingers with the ghost of you The winter speaks so softly like you do Another night inside a prison cell Another story I will never tell Was I a vessel in your rolling sea? Why won't you calm the waves that carry me? 'Cause there's no telling where this ship may land Or whether I will find the strength to stand What makes a heart so easy to break? Lover, can you help me with this heavy weight? What makes a fool so willing to stay? When everything they're hoping for is washed away What makes a heart so easy to break? Lover, can you help me with this heavy weight? What makes a fool so willing to stay? When everything they're hoping for is washed away
4.
What have I done? A word, a look, a promise Smashed apart like glass On a dirty floor Where have I gone? A road that leads to nowhere Watch the cars roll past While my feet get sore And in a twist of the kaleidoscope The spark ignites and snaps my rope And any little shred of hope surrenders But it's dark and dreary in the center of stormy weather This is not my heart This is not my head This is not my voice These are not my hands This is not me What have I become? A shell, a stone, a phantom Bottled up and stored On an empty shelf Weightless and stunned The needle tears the fabric I used to be so sure Now I doubt myself And if I could reach into the night Pull down the moon for guiding light I wouldn't give up on this fight so easy But the dark is so hellbent on teasing, it never leaves me This is not my heart This is not my head This is not my voice These are not my hands This is not me

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This collection of songs takes us on a short journey through the eyes of insecurity. What starts as a simple jealous moment can take on a whole lifeform of its own. Jealous breeds more. In turn, it brings about self-esteem issues, lack of confidence, irritability, lack of effective communication, and constant self-absorption. Each song deals with some form of insecurity. This album is only a glimpse at a mind gone rogue, from a simple pep talk about overcoming obstacles to a full-blown meltdown. Take a dive and find out more.

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released June 29, 2021

Sean Donovan - vocals, acoustic guitars, electric guitars, bass, percussion, keyboards, MIDI sequencing

All songs were written by Sean Donovan.

This completely homemade album was recorded, mixed, and mastered in the span of a few days in late June in Nashville, TN.

Album cover provided by Lee Munio (wherever you are, thank you!)

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